I have doors in my mind that I open and close,
This way of thinking has its cons and its pros,
The pros are you forget and let go,
The cons are you forget and let go,
Recently I closed a door that was the most painful thus far,
Just to get the shock of a life time for it to be opened again,
What kind of upside down world am I in?
Sincere 
Wonderfully written,dear!!